Friday, September 30, 2016

30 September 2016 (Friday)

How do I explain today? It started off well: Last night I slept better than I have in weeks, due to yesterday's events. No assistance needed and I mostly slept through the night. Great workout. Got a decent amount of work done this morning.

Felt less pathetic most of the day. Doesn't mean emotions still aren't raw. I broke down sobbing this morning when I read the following quote from Moby Dick:
There is a wisdom that is woe; but there is a woe that is madness. And there is a Catskill eagle in some souls that can alike dive down into the blackest gorges, and soar out of them again and become invisible in the sunny spaces. And even if he for ever flies within the gorge, that gorge is in the mountains; so that even in his lowest swoop the mountain eagle is still higher than other birds upon the plain, even though they soar. 

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